Jealousy is one incredibly powerful emotion -to be able to master the art of suppressing it is godly. I would really love to ignore this negativity but the constant flashback of the past is stopping me from letting this jealousy go.
Now I wonder if you’re overly friendly to her… or is the supposedly funny rumor all true? Watching the way you behave around her makes me feel so odd, and weird enough, it reminds me of the bad memories I had in my past. Maybe I’m too sensitive but I cannot afford to relive my agonizing histoty again.
I’m guessing the best option now is to keep a distance and observe further. It is only tough because I know I’ve fallen way too deep.